September 11th ’25

I’ve been struggling a lot lately. Struggling at work, struggling at home, with financial burdens. It feels like there is so much on my shoulders.

I brought a house for my mum to live in. And everyone always praises me for doing such a good thing. Expect all I see is how far its pushing me back financially, how its making it so much harder to reach my own goals.

I feel like ill never own my own house. My mum pays me rent but it covers less then half what I pay. Not including rates and insurance. Then she expects me to pay for stuff as it breaks, even though im paying so much already.

its exhausting. Im trying to save for a car and it just keeps getting pushed back due to the house. Some of friends suggest I sell the house but I can’t handle the guilt that comes from just thinking about it.

I have 3 siblings and none of them have offered to help in the slightest. Im over it, its exhausting and I wish I never did it..